SCREAMER, REMY Jul 7, 2015 3:10:30 GMT -5
Post by Remy Screamer on Jul 7, 2015 3:10:30 GMT -5
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Remy is a man of complex feelings and emotions at times. He often doesn’t know how to make up his mind and can be seen lost almost in a daze of sorts weighing the pros and the cons of something, even thinking out loud when doing so. Often he can be seen with a smile on his face, though usually it is false. Remy suffers from not only post dramatic stress disorder but depression as well. There are times when Remy cannot feel anything emotionally and the first two emotions to resurface are usually anger and sadness. He is a tortured soul to say, mostly due to the fact that he has literally been tortured in the name of science which resulted in him becoming an Antrhomorph.
He can be high strung on things at time but he never shows it, choosing to be more comedic to lower the stress of things, often making jokes when one shouldn't be made. He has a horrible tell for the most part, often when he's deep in thought his expressions show it. Unless he deliberately trying not to in which case he can really begin to play it off. If he has a hunch, everything that he is drives him to follow them as if it were instinct.
He thinks of most things as a puzzle waiting to be figured out, and often he reflects that in the impulsive things he does. Even though he does most things on impulse it comes of a more premeditated things, his actions on the matter at hand may be impulsive but his thinking is not and as such as his body is moving to react on instinct most of the time. Sometimes this impulsive reaction comes in handy and as such he can usually avoid or overcome situations if he can think of a solution fast enough, though other times it can be the complete opposite and as such things don't plan out well. Both his body and mine are never really on the same page.
Due to his body struggling to keep with his mind and vice versa he can come off as very awkward when doing things, and very skittish as well. Though when he speaks he does so with immense sarcasm often coming off as a know it all or jerk. Sometimes sarcasm is his only defense. When stress becomes to much Remy often finds himself breaking down and having panic attacks momentarily until he can calm himself down. Often this causes problems in heavy situations and thus he'll try to escape and recover. He often comes off as awkward and clumsy, terrified and impulsive, - if not that than a sarcastic jerk. There is no in between.
Formally a Shifter Remy often misses being able to have human legs or a full body of a bull, instead he finds himself stuck in an ever going mix between the two. Though he has come to piece with his appearance and his new life, he often longs for it to be like the past when he could choose what he wanted to be. Due to the amount of pain and mental abuse Remy went to during experimentation his mind has forcefully shoved down most of his memories causing him to forget the vast majority of life, which comes back to him in burst in the form of crippling flashbacks.
Born as the oldest child in his family Remy often felt it important to protect his younger siblings at all cost. Everyone in his family had the ability to shift something Remy had became aware of at a young age and had been prepared for throughout his childhood. His family lived in secrecy for a long time and thus he was never really able to make friends or get to know people outside of his family. Often this saddened him but he knew it was for the best. When he reached the age of 12 he began to learn just how disapproving the world was of his kind, they had discovered what him and his family was and before UNIT came they where attacked with multiple hate crimes often involving their families farm, house, and animals burnt to ashes, before UNIT was able to apprehend them however he and his family had went on the run.
They managed to evade UNIT for a very long period of time but eventually they caught up. His mother and father where killed, mostly due to them being of old age. Apparently UNIT had no need for them. His brothers and sisters were captured besides his youngest brother Angel who was killed by accident while resisting arrest. In the mist of all the chaos Remy managed to get away. Though he couldn't leave his brother and sister behind. So he came up with a hasty plan and went to rescue them he succeed in doing so but was captured and unbeknownst to him both his siblings were found soon after and taken away. However what happened to them after that is a mystery to him.
When Remy was thrown into the dome he didn't join any groups. He was reluctantly about to join Carna due to trespassing in their territory without realizing it, however during that time he was near the wall and was abducted by the keepers for experimentation. For years they did massive amounts of experimentation and test on him. Including making him do things he'd never forget like being forced to watch videos of people getting killed to see how he would react. Often the videos where those of his former kind in the Menagerie, some who were killed via starvation or group conflicts - some of which he recognized - his siblings. In order to keep himself from completely being mentally destroyed he would make sonnets, out of the memories he was able to retain. However it was only so effective, as his mind often whisked away as much as it could.
Eventually they had broken Remy completely, to the point where he had forgotten about his own family and even his last name. Changing him into something that was neither human nor animal, an Anthromorph - disgusted by what he was he went on many rampages before being subdued and it often resulted in him getting numerous scars and broken limbs. He would often hear the Keeper's talking while doing exams on him, they had a nickname for him. "Screamer" Forgetting his own name for a while he eventually adopted it as his own, and then eventually his surname not being able to remember his real one.
Eventually he was set free - as free as the Menagerie gets anyway. After roaming and nearly being killed by those who regarded him as monster he found his place with other Antrhomorph's in the Nakoma Tribe. Now he lives his life longing for things to go back to the way they use to before he grew into adulthood.