It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Apr 5, 2010 23:16:28 GMT -5
S E I J A S . J O U R N A L ------------------------------------------------------------------------
twenty-five years old. loves creativity. photographer. photo-manipulator. brunette. brown-eyed. bi-speckled 65%. punk-influenced. wee-a-boo. forgetful. erratic sweet-tooth. loves polka dots. collects keys, glasses, and hats. loves purple. writer. bad multi-tasker. caring. lazy.
you will find not only personal entries. but entries from characters or short drabbles about them as well. enjoy. <3
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Apr 24, 2010 5:30:36 GMT -5
VIVID DREAMS & $$$$ ISSUES APRIL 24TH, 2010 :: 6:22 AM --------------------------------------
So for the second time in the week I went to sleep mid-day yesterday and woke up early in the morning, though today I had extra time to post! YAY! ^^. Well last nights dream was interesting since it involved me and someone else finding our kids from the future, I had a little girl. I hugged her and knelt down next to her and she cleaned my ears with the ear cleaner things .. (cant remember what they're called) so I think she may be saying to start listening or something. But yeah, omg she was so cute! She looked just like me. =] Except cuter. <3 On a second note I'm going to start have to trying to commission once more since my mom is now un-employed again and she didn't actually expect it this time so there is no back-up money in the house ... very bad. =[ So yea! *cracks knuckles and grabs drawing notebook* expect to see more postings of recent drawings on my dA! hehe. I can't wait. <33 I do actually have time to draw too! I'm planning on a few different projects too and can't wait since I'm going to be starting a group for my graphics design forum, Essential Designs on dA as well! ^-^ Anywho ... work time again!! *pout* see you all later!
♥ Seija
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Oct 23, 2011 16:05:05 GMT -5
DEALING WITH FRUSTRATIONS OCTOBER 23RD, 2011 :: 5:00 PM --------------------------------------
So besides the issues of dealing with pain from my shoulder, going to doctors and physical therapists and chiropractors practically every day during the week now - I am exhausted. I hate the fact that I am but I've been learning to deal with it and trudge forward, though I'm starting to now get into the swing of everything finally, my body adapting to the new sleep schedule and I'm about to wipe out the last of my pending commissions so I can go on to open them back up and do some more. I really love doing commissions when I don't have to worry about paying certain medical bills but you know what? I don't care right now. I'm just taking it one day at a time and I extend my sincerest thanks to everyone who has either commissioned me or simply donated - it means a lot! It really does! :] I hope that the holidays will bring better things and news for myself and others who have been having a tough time! <3
♥ Seija
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Feb 7, 2012 3:30:48 GMT -5
THANK YOU MENAGERIE FEBRUARY 7TH, 2012 :: 3:30 AM --------------------------------------
Sitting up in the wee hours of the morning I sat here, thinking to myself about what's gone on in my life, why it couldn't have been better for me ... why it was me that had to be in that car. I'm sore .. but that happens. What really is hard for me ... is the fact that I hate it ... I hate the accident and I hate talking about it .. after awhile it's like a drone and I'm 'that one who got in the accident'. Besides the few times I've mentioned it when it's getting to me ... or the few times I've reached out and asked for help ... I know I can come here and forget it for a few hours.
I can get lost in my characters and in plots .. in threads .. in relationships and in drama that litters the board. I love popping into the c-box and people nomming and pouncing and tackling me *electronically*. Truth is I look forward to it so much .. you guys have no idea. I have so many ups and downs recently that to have something that I can be connected but .. still have my space is so important to me.
I want you all to know this because without you I'd probably be curled up in my bed and crying whenever I feel sad. Now I cry a lil, push it aside, and the first thing I think to get my mind off things is to stalk the c-box, say hi every so often, and get lost in reading and catching up on posting.
I love you all so much. Thank you. Even if you don't read this I had to write it down. xoxo.
♥ Seija
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Oct 16, 2012 12:50:33 GMT -5
WHEEEEE MENAGERIEEEEEE <3333 OCTOBER 16TH, 2012 :: 1:45 PM --------------------------------------
It's been awhile, and a lot has changed. Some for the better and some for the worse, but I really can't complain. I had a job for a small time over the summer but unfortunately they laid me off and now I'm stuck only working the Haunted Hollows (the haunted house I work at) on the weekends; even though I love scaring.
Been looking for a job and scraping by on bills, and currently don't have internet or heat so yeah that kinda sucks. :[ Been looking for any way to make money and I can't even resort to commissions because I can't get online enough. >.< But anywho, the plus side? I have a boy now 8D whoohoo.
Love this place. Love being here when I can with all my M-domegoers. ^^
♥ Seija
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Nov 14, 2012 13:08:47 GMT -5
MEH. MEH. MEH. NOVEMBER 14TH, 2012 :: 1:01 PM --------------------------------------
Lately things have been really hard in RL and the M is the place to go to try and forget it at least for a little while. I'm glad I have it otherwise I'd probably go crazy or something attempting to get my mind off of things. That or watch movies and/or play vidya games, haha.
One decent thing that's happened is that I got a seasonal job at Toys R Us; the bad thing about it is that I didn't get nearly as much hours as I thought I would. Two days this week and who knows what next week. I've started looking for a second job to tide me over until there's something I can do otherwise.
Been sleeping on my parents couch lately to avoid the cold of the apartment and it doesn't help that I'm distracted by trying to decide when and how to break up with my current boyfriend. Honestly we rushed into things and that didn't help, but the little bit I had felt from when he first said yes in my text to going on a date? It's gone and it has been for awhile.
Attempting to not leave on a sad note, I get to go to the chiropractor today and also prolly put in my applications too. :] I'm crossing my fingers.
♥ Seija
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It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Global Mod
INVENTORY Skills DRAWING, SINGING, GAMING
Weapons KEYBOARD, FRYING PAN OF DOOM, TEETH, PUPPY-EYES
Items HOOD-DEES, LARGE FISH, BI-SPECTACLES
pets DUO, TERRA, KAIBA, SQUEE & TRON
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Post by SEIJA-CHAN on Mar 15, 2013 19:43:40 GMT -5
notes: Kerr & I roleplayed this out, so yeah, I has permission. I modified it to smush everything together. 8D Originally written for a monthly contest. character(s): Athena & Darrik (Kerr's Character) word count: 1,353 "Honey, I'm home!"
Darrik drawled loudly, making his entrance to Athena's den. He rolled his eyes at his own effort at humor, the females eyes nearly rolling in sync with his own. He then picked the mouse up from where he had dropped it and made his way into her wide den; now that he had announced his fine self and all.
She didn't know what it was about him, but he was about the only one that could come into her home, unannounced, at any time of day ... and not get pommeled into the dirt. Well .. truth be told he sometimes did get pummeled .. but that was a different story. He jumped without care onto a slight ledge, ears cockily angled as he turned to find her in the room; her eyes finding him from where she was settled. "Oh, look what the cat drug in," she mused aloud as her tail flickered across the ground; her expression telling of mild amusement while he gave his own look that told of a different story.
Anyone else would have made him get right the hell out of their home or at least put up a fuss, but not Athena. It was what he liked about her, and what had him stopping by. One, she was great fun to irritate because it took some extra skill for her to loose it. He'd pay for that sort of entertainment any day. Two, it was a sort of game to see who could get a reaction first; he liked to think he won more. He set the mouse at his feet and plopped his butt down, satisfying himself by claiming part of her space as his own. "Look what the cat allowed in. If you don't stop you wont get this fine snack I've brought you." He shook his head, ears tipping back as he feigned hurt. "I've toiled all day to get it. You don't know what it's like in the big world anymore."
"Snack? You call that a snack ... I'd love to see what you call a meal," she said as she gave him a look before letting her eyes close, her tail flicking back and forth across the dirt floor. It was odd that she expected his visits, at least once or twice a day too. And if he didn't show up? She actually got mildly worried.
"Since I'm not sitting here on my behind doing nothing all day, I don't think you have the right to criticize," he said, sniffing once loudly in feigned disdain at her behavior. His eyes, however were sly and belied the snap of his words. Stretching, she gave a mildly annoyed eye-roll in his direction as she pulled herself up with a small huff; damn she was getting old. She didn't know why she put up with him sometimes, but she loved him all the same. All of his obnoxious, annoying-at-times, and loud behavior aside .. he was alright .. mostly. She then sauntered over, taking her time to stop in front of him, eying the small rodent at his feet. "It's not even that big .. you had to catch the runt of the litter?" she mused as she lifted a paw to clean her face.
He lifted a paw and poked at the dead body until it tumbled over the side of the ledge, closer to her, and sent up a small dirt cloud. He sent her a wide-eyed, innocent look. "Oopsie. Hope you like dirt."
Her eyes narrowed as he smirked, a paw of hers swiping at him but only catching air as he stood and bounded off the ledge and trotting to her vacated sleeping area. He sighed, making a show as he flopped in her warm spot and rolled on his back. His ears flattened against the ground and he stared at her from his upside down position, content to take over another spot. "You can catch your own next time. Since I ignored my anti-work rules for a gift for you, on my day off, and you just just lament about it," he said, voice smooth with just the right amount of irritating whining.
She didn't turn to look at him, although she did proceed to eat the morsel, teeth ripping at small flesh as she ate what was available off the tiny corpse before she turned back to him. The sight was amusing really, his wide blue eyes looking over at her as she had listened to him; her trying to ignore the irritating edge to his voice as he tried to resist the urge to wiggle at the fact she was eating his gift. It had really been all that was out today, he thought. And it was a bit tiny. He was such a sap, honestly. His need to please was deeply ingrained and being useful was one of his driving forces. Yuck. He hated it, but then, you had to accept these things.
Athena was, in fact, grateful for the snack, since she hadn't eaten yet that day and had planned to go out soon anyway. Although showing it, especially since it was Darrik, was something she loved to make him work for. "Who said anything like that? All I'm saying is next time why don't you get something a little bigger... or can your lazy ass not deal with anything that causes you to lift more than a paw," she said as she cleaned her own paw of blood before looking to him.
"My lazy ass is quite happy to do what it wants," he offered back, as an after thought really because her spot was still warm. He reached a paw forward, making a useless swipe at her since she was far away, It didn't stop him from making the gesture all the time. "But I see you ate it so it couldn't have been all that bad, you nag. Just say 'Thank you Darrik, you wonderful man' so I can go on living," he told her, teeth flashing in a grin. Although it sobered as she neared, his eyes narrowing as he anticipated her pouncing on him. It wasn't that extreme of an option and a few tussles had broken out. It was hard to tease and not turn it into physical play. He was a cat, never mind that he enjoyed his human body and thought like one sometimes. Most of his immediate responses were feline and he had never really felt a split between them.
"Man...? Weren't you cat before you were man?" she mused.
"I'm the perfect ideal of masculinity in both forms, thank you very much," he stated, then let out a whine of sound as she proceeded to then wash his face, slinging and arm around his neck to hold him still as she murmured a soft 'mhmm' in response to him. He closed an eye, ears angling back even though his tail flicked happily. He knew it was just to shut him up but whatever. She was the only person he let actually touch him - emotionally, physically - and she was his best anything. She felt the same, even though most mushy things were said between-the-lines; and she needed to distract herself so she wouldn't a, swipe at him.. or b, loose her cool and give in to laughing. She couldn't let him know that he was winning.
She paused a moment, her eyes slanted as she glanced to him and suddenly found the roles reversed in who was bathing who. A laugh escaped her before a purr started in her throat, feeling herself give in quite easily, since she had been taken off guard. She let the content feeling wash over her as her eyes closed and she relaxed. She usually didn't say much of anything consisting of gratitude, and the few times she had said it, it had been to him. He knew.
Thank you, Darrik.
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