What Happened To Freedom? (DECEASED)

[Alexia]

November 1, 2307
Who I am

Alexia
RETROMORPH

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Basic Subject Information

SUBJECT NAME: Alexia
KNOWN ALIAS: Only people really close to her call her Lex
AGE: 3 in canine years. 21 in human years.
ANIMAL SPECIES: Coyote
GROUP: The Nilda Pack
RANK: Predator

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Psychological Evaluation and Background

SEXUAL PREFERENCE: Straight
PERSONALITY TRAITS: How can I start to describe Alexia? Insane? Not normal? Perhaps a little abnormal? I just don't know where to start with her.

Alexia is a bright coyote and passed every test we put in front of her but sometimes she can get a little confused and forget where she is which can possibly be fatal. We scanned her brain once and found out that she had a large, unmovable lump upon her stomach and also, her skull looked dented. We dug deeper into her history, finding out how she came across such marks.

Whilst someone did that research, we set her out to mingle. She got into several fights with other groups, one of which she was lucky to survive until she found Nilda. They accepted her, putting her into the ranking order of predator. Satisfied, we monitored her further, noticing that she seemed to get into unnecessary fights. The dent in her head had had a big impact on her brain functions. We found out that she forgot things easily and didn't know who or what she was doing half the time. We really don't see her lasting any longer than a month - two months at the farthest.
KNOWN HISTORY; She has had a rough history. She'd been born and raised in the Australian outbacks with both her parents standing beside her but when UNIT figured out what they were and launched the attack against them and their fellow retros, they were the first to go. Her parents were butchered in front of her own eyes and then, at the age of 2 (animal years), she was beaten with a baseball bat, causing her the dent in her head. She managed to escape though and ran as fast as she could to the farthest place where she felt safe.

The next few years of her life mostly involved guns as she was sought out by hunters. She was finally captured at the age of 16 by one hunter who brought her down with a load of tranquilizers. She woke up in a dark room, afraid for her life.

Now, with no hope of escape she was sat down on a metal table and scrutinized over. Alexia was prodded and poked and she had several black-out moments where they put her to sleep whilst they did tests.Then one day, she awoke in a forest. Quiet it was - tranquil but the noiseless air sent Alexia into a insane spasm. She rampaged through the dome, creating quite a stir and got herself into several fights along the way until she bumped into the Nilda clan. Well, instead of trying to eat her alive, they invited her to join them and she accepted.

She's spent the past 5 years getting angry, confused, upset and frustrated at many uncomplicated situations. She been in fights she hadn't needed to. She'd turned against her own clan many times and she's even tried suicide once. Like I said earlier, in her personality section - how can you describe Alexia? The word 'Insane' sums her up pretty much.

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Physical attributes and characteristics

GENDER: Feminine
HEIGHT: 2ft 1"
WEIGHT: 65 pounds
BODY BUILD: Very muscular. Not fat at all.
FUR: Short and bristly. Dark grey in colour with a mixture of black and brown hairs dotted on shoulders.
EYES: Amber
MARKINGS: Has white tips on ears and white paw on the hind left leg. Also has dark barred shoulders. She also has several bullet wounds dotted around her body, all of which have healed over and are barely noticeable.
ANYTHING EXTRA: Has dent in her head from being hit with a baseball bat. Also has stomach cancer.
HUMAN DESCRIPTION: Tall, long black hair. Usually wears dresses but is found in The Menagerie in long, black boots, dark grey skinny jeans, a skimpy black t-shirt that clings to her body and a black leather jacket that she always leaves open. Always smells of rose perfume. Very beautiful.
WARDROBE: Uniform 1

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Genetic Background

PARENTS: Both parents were coyotes.
SIBLINGS: None

MATE(S): None
OFFSPRING: None

BIRTHPLACE: The Australian Outbacks

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[Alexia]

2nd November, 2307
Where I Am Now

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Based in the Bellator Meadowlands

Safe Haven? //Bennett\\
Based In The Safehouse

Want Some? {Finnegan}
Based In The Oldtown Speakeasy

Waterfalls & Raindrops {Gaunt}
Based In Nilda Lake

A Forever Goodbye {Open}
Based In Delica Park[/ul]

Where I Have Been

On A Virus Hunt {COMPLETED}
Based in the Palisade Hospital
Involved Alexia and Maggot
Moderate thread. Some posts were shorter than others and could use more work on my behalf but I think it's a start of a friendship for Alexia.

[Alexia]

3rd November, 2307
The People I Have Met

[/b] - Acquaintance
Rouge (Shapeshifter)
Leopard
"You are such a flirt."

Bennett - Acquaintance
Nilda Predator (Retromorph)
Australian Dingo

Finnegan B. Baldinotti III - Acquaintance
Carna Hunter (Shapeshifter)
Salt Water Crocodile

Maggot - Friend
Nilda High Predator (Retromorph)
Border Collie
"You saved my life. Thanks."
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[Alexia]

4th November, 2307
The Weapons I Withhold

None - sold all

[Alexia]

5th November, 2037
My Table

Thanks Soupy for the table I've used since I made Alexia. It's a shame to see your artwork go to waste now she's gone.

[Alexia]

6th November, 2307
"How Do You Describe Hell?"

How do you describe hell? Dark? Dangerous? Suicide? All these words and more describe the Menagerie. I've been here for 5 bloody years! I was one of the first to be released into this large glass dome so the Keepers could watch you fight to the death. I spend my first year locked in a cage whilst the keepers prodded and poked at me, wondering at how I worked but I didn't give anything away. I spent most of my time trying to eat the Keeper's hands. Then, they built this hell hole and shoved me in here. I quickly learnt who to stay away from, who to make an ally and who just not to bother with.

Half of us died in the first few weeks. Some of us hid, some of us went on a hunting spree and some of us just plainly stayed out the way. I joined the carnas at first but then realized they'd soon murder me so I ran off and joined the newly built Nilda pack. They welcomed me but I soon ran from their lands to hunt around, hoping to find something useful. I'm still classed as a Nilda Predator but I don't help much. I mostly roam around and stay out the way of anyone deadly.

I prefer being alone but being alone can sometimes put you up in the vulnerable scale as you have no one watching your back. Luckily, I'm still here after 4 years but there may be one day where I am not so lucky. I am destined to die anyway of cancer as I have my stomach cancer to contend with. I'd probably prefer dying at the blade of someone's knife that having to suffer my last years because cancer runs through my veins. I probably wouldn't even be able to have children without the risk of giving them cancer too as I think cancer is passed on down the genes. I don't know if my mother had cancer - she died at the mercy of a baseball bat before I could ask...

[Alexia]

9th November, 2037
Unable To Write

I am sorry I have been unable to write to you for the past few days. They have been very hectic and fun of excitement. First of all, Maggot has found me at the hospital but now there are some strange shadows growing larger and larger. What are they? What happens if you touch one of them? Who created them? Weren't they harmed too?

Also, Andrew has now shown me his human form and I must write this down. WOW!!! He is lovely in his leopard form but in his human form...PHWOAR! He is absolutely gorgeous and I can't blame anyone for wanting to go out with a hunk like him. It's too bad that it's unacceptable for shifters and retros to mix, let alone go out. If we went out, what would the Keepers do? Set a load of carnas on us perhaps? Maybe set some trap for us to fall into. I know they wouldn't like it so why am I so desperate to break that rule? Maybe to show the Keepers they don't own us? Or is it the desire to be with Andrew now I've seen his true form? I don't know...I'm so confused!

Moving on, nothing else has really happened. I have just been wondering from place to place. I'm writing this in the Oldtown Speakeasy, drinking this foul tasting liquor I found in the cellar. Okay, so like that's all I think I can write today. I'll see if I can write tomorrow but I'm not promising anything.

[Alexia]

November 18, 2307
Another Long Pause

The menagerie is confusing me. I've met a very strange pirate and I've just been holding a arrow to somebody's head. My body has been reacting so differently since I came to the Menagerie and it's now starting to affect me. I'm getting way too protective over myself and if I hear the slightest noise, I'm either shooting an arrow at the wind are running as fast as I can. Everything's changing too fast and I don't like it!

But...how do I make it stop? I can't exactly demand it as I'm no longer in control of my life. I'm neither here nor there. I just want time to stop so I can catch up with myself and sort everything out. My body is going faster than my mind and I feel like I'm two different people. Is it like this for everyone or is it just my insanity kicking in? Wait - don't answer that!

Also, to add to the drama, there's been, like, a shortage of food for me so I've lost quite a lot of weight which isn't a good thing around here. I'm now stuck - in the middle of Winter - without any fat to keep me warm. Anything you do see of me is my muscles because of how much I've been doing around the Menagerie. I need to find some food and fast. I'm going off to nout! But, knowing me, I'll find food but then some randomer will come and steal it off me and I have no energy left to fight.

Let's hope a miracle will appear...

[Alexia]

2nd December, 2307
Be Good To Me This Winter

Another winter. This is my forth winter here - in the Menagerie. I bet there's going to be more frozen bodies again. The Keepers don't even collect them though - the bodies. They just leave them, littering the streets until they decompose away. It's so sad for someone's life to end that way - I'd hate to die like that. An decomposing ice cube - nice. I'd rather die at the knife of a cannibal and be eaten than die like that. It's horrid and no one should be put through that - not even shapeshifters! I mean, we're still human and we're still animal. What happened to the laws in human and animal rights. We're exactly the same expect we're both in one body. I bet the Keepers have put us in here because they're jealous of us. They're just puny little humans and can't face the fact that we're better than them and we could crush them like a bug if we wanted to...but not all of us are like that. Most of us in the Menagerie are lovely and friendly. You just have to get to know us - that's all.

[Alexia]

1st December, 2308
Um, bye.

Been too long since I've spoken to you. Been a year tomorrow but this is going to be the last time I speak to you because this is the end of me. My cancer has taken control of me. I'm weak just sitting here and writing this short paragraph. But, um, bye, I guess. This is the end of me. I just wanna say, it's been great here. I hated it at first but the friends I've made and the enemies I've avoided I've loved. I've enjoyed my time here and even though I'd love to go home to die, I have no home anymore. That was destroyed a long time ago. So, this is goodbye. I hope you love you life to the fullest unlike I was able t___________