Post by FABLE BRADSHAW on Dec 6, 2013 22:44:41 GMT -5
FABLE BRADSHAW
"you will be sane, you will be free,"
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"this won't decide who you're gonna be."
"you will be sane, you will be free,"
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[ONE] Fable walked alone down a narrow street littered with vibrant leaves. Her footsteps kicked up clouds of grey dust and she choked on the grit that swirled around her. Her boots crunched loudly as they met the brittle leaves, and a hollow longing filled within her, for days spent in Seattle, walking through the parks with her hands warm in his. 'Oh, Noah.' She thought to herself, her stomach wringing itself into a familiar knot-- it settled deep inside of her; speeding her pulse and her breathing as the sting of tears tore at her icy blue eyes. At nineteen, he had been her first (and only) love. He had saved her time and time again, and she had made herself a home inside of his arms. Her whole being had been consumed with him, his smile was enough to unhinge her every thought. And he was gone. And she was locked up here, alone and scared, without him. A lump formed in her throat, and her stomach twisted inside of her. She moaned, throwing herself to the hard ground. Bent over, she heaved uselessly. With no food in her stomach, she had nothing to expel. Even so, she spat, and ran her hand across her mouth. With a quick glance around her she stood again, brushing her sleeve over her eyes. 'Get it together. You're not safe here. Find shelter.' She told herself quickly.
[TWO] With a small shiver, she stepped forward once again. Hunched against the wind, she made her way hastily to a building that seemed uninhabited. It was leaning precariously, with windows broken, and the doorways slanting. But at least it was shelter from the bitter cold of the late-season fall. The icy wind played with tendrils of her auburn hair as she walked part way around the old building. Her hair flew behind her, tangling as it whipped around. A shock of wind cut through her sweater, and she zipped her thin leather jacket around her. She peered cautiously into the building, and made her way slowly inside. A long hallway stretched out before her, the smell of dust thick in the air. She could tell that the dampness trapped within the building was causing it to mold, and she sighed inwardly. "Welcome to hell, Fay." She expressed outwardly, her alto-midtones a rough whisper. She cringed-- not only did she hate the gruff tones of her voice, but she knew it was a stupid mistake to speak out loud when she had no idea where she was, or who could be around. She got the feeling that this glass prison could be a hostile place, and her intuition was usually correct about such things. She tiptoed quietly through the place- 'a hotel of some sort, maybe?' she thought, as she noted closed doors on either side of her- squinting to see in the dim light. She ran her hand along the left wall to keep her balance on the warped floorboards, and a quiet shhh echoed in the stillness of the hallway as she did so.
[THREE] The unfamiliar territory had Fable's heart pounding wildly in her chest. A cold sweat beaded on the back of her neck, even in the chill of the early evening. She rounded a corner, choosing to go left instead of right on a whim. The wind howled eerily, but she had made her way far enough into the hotel that it's sharpness had died down. It was a mere gust within the building; the sound more upsetting than the cold which accompanied it. As she made her way through the old inn, she grew more confident in her surroundings, curiosity battling her fear. She felt quite sure that she was alone in this broken down shell of a place-- she had not heard any unusual activity, nor had she witnessed anything out of place. She walked with more purpose, not bothering to quiet her steps. Her pace quickened, stride growing longer. Questions filled her head, as was her nature. 'I wonder how old this place is. How many rooms does it have? Is there a ballroom, or a great hall? Did it ever have plush furnishings, and warm rooms? ' She mused, noting torn and tattered artwork. She saw patches of a stained rug, still clinging to the floors in places where the elements hadn't taken their toll. A kind of sorrow overcame her-- what kind of place might she be living in now, that it would be so desolate, and who could be in control that they would let such a place of grandeur befall wreckage such as this? She choked on the dust, sneezing gracelessly in the quiet. She sniffed loudly, carrying on in her venture. Before long, she had made her way to what had once clearly been the lobby. A large desk was broken at the far end, and great windows let in chilly fall air. Leaves had collected in all of the corners; they smelled rotten and damp. Grey light filtered in, and Fable squinted against it's sudden harshness. She had grown used to her shadows.
[FOUR] She crossed the lobby into a secondary hallway. She had travelled a long distance today, and she had grown weary. She decided now to search for a place to rest. The new hallway she had chosen grew shadowed, and dark in to time at all. It seemed to her that this one was more central in the hotel's body. It was not as broken, and therefore less light was able to filter in. In near complete darkness, she reached out for the solidarity of the wall once again. She slowed down so as not to trip-- because of course, she couldn't have inherited any grace-- and she probed further into darkness. She heard rustling ahead, and knew the sound to be small animals. When she had been living with Noah, they had often shared dwelling spaces with other small creatures, and she had adjusted to their presence. Here in the inn, it was almost comforting to have them scurrying about in the shadows. Though with their quiet footsteps, she could almost smell Noah again, if she closed her eyes she could imagine being pressed close to him, as he curled around her in sleep. She stopped walking, and leaned heavily against the wall, falling deeper into her memories. She remembered the feel of his hands in her hair, as he would tilt her head up to kiss him. She remembered how he would whisper to her in the darkness; he would tell her of his love, and that he hoped one day to find a place safe enough for them to build a real life together, a place where they could be married, and have kids. Hot tears spilled over her cheeks as she recalled his smile, his embrace. She tasted her own tears, and remembered with frightful clarity the first time she had cried in front of Noah. Only a week after meeting him, she told him of her family, in Africa. She told him of her childhood, and how desperately she missed her parents. He had lifted his hands to her face to wipe her tears dry. And he had promised to take care of her. As she tasted the salt water now, she understood the reality of her situation. She would never see him again, he could never comfort her as he once had. A mangled sob tore from her throat, and she turned to run.
[FIVE] She kept her hand on the wall as she ran in the blackness around her, though only because she felt dizzy and tortured, and she didn't want to fall to the ground. Her hand passed over doorways, and bumped into old picture frames, but she didn't stop. She needed to escape her own thoughts-- but how could you do that? Her heart slammed hard in her chest, and a coldness spread throughout her as she ran. She couldn't afford to be distracted by her feelings, and she tried to steel herself, lock them away within herself. As she began to run out of breath, she could feel her head begin to clear. Her distraction over Noah was losing it's grip, as she had to focus on getting enough air into her lungs. As she wasn't paying attention, when her hand met an empty doorway, she lost her balance and toppled into the room clumsily. She hit the ground below her hard; her vision clouded over briefly, and her head pounded with violent force. "Ugh." She moaned, sitting up slowly. She pressed her hand to her temple, where her head had connected with the floor. "See this, this is why you don't run, Fable. Never, ever do that again." She scolded herself, out loud. She looked around in a daze, still seeing stars. She had fallen into a hotel room-- or rather-- what was left of it. There was no mattress, but an empty frame, and bed sheets were crumpled in a corner-- stained and tattered, and coated in dust. She groaned internally. She had wanted a place to rest, and she figured it probably wouldn't get any better than this. Not bothering with standing, she crawled over to the dingy pile of sheets, and wrapped herself hastily with the cloth. She took her jacket off, and bunched it up to form a pillow. There, curled in the corner, she closed her eyes and willed her weary body to sleep.
[TWO] With a small shiver, she stepped forward once again. Hunched against the wind, she made her way hastily to a building that seemed uninhabited. It was leaning precariously, with windows broken, and the doorways slanting. But at least it was shelter from the bitter cold of the late-season fall. The icy wind played with tendrils of her auburn hair as she walked part way around the old building. Her hair flew behind her, tangling as it whipped around. A shock of wind cut through her sweater, and she zipped her thin leather jacket around her. She peered cautiously into the building, and made her way slowly inside. A long hallway stretched out before her, the smell of dust thick in the air. She could tell that the dampness trapped within the building was causing it to mold, and she sighed inwardly. "Welcome to hell, Fay." She expressed outwardly, her alto-midtones a rough whisper. She cringed-- not only did she hate the gruff tones of her voice, but she knew it was a stupid mistake to speak out loud when she had no idea where she was, or who could be around. She got the feeling that this glass prison could be a hostile place, and her intuition was usually correct about such things. She tiptoed quietly through the place- 'a hotel of some sort, maybe?' she thought, as she noted closed doors on either side of her- squinting to see in the dim light. She ran her hand along the left wall to keep her balance on the warped floorboards, and a quiet shhh echoed in the stillness of the hallway as she did so.
[THREE] The unfamiliar territory had Fable's heart pounding wildly in her chest. A cold sweat beaded on the back of her neck, even in the chill of the early evening. She rounded a corner, choosing to go left instead of right on a whim. The wind howled eerily, but she had made her way far enough into the hotel that it's sharpness had died down. It was a mere gust within the building; the sound more upsetting than the cold which accompanied it. As she made her way through the old inn, she grew more confident in her surroundings, curiosity battling her fear. She felt quite sure that she was alone in this broken down shell of a place-- she had not heard any unusual activity, nor had she witnessed anything out of place. She walked with more purpose, not bothering to quiet her steps. Her pace quickened, stride growing longer. Questions filled her head, as was her nature. 'I wonder how old this place is. How many rooms does it have? Is there a ballroom, or a great hall? Did it ever have plush furnishings, and warm rooms? ' She mused, noting torn and tattered artwork. She saw patches of a stained rug, still clinging to the floors in places where the elements hadn't taken their toll. A kind of sorrow overcame her-- what kind of place might she be living in now, that it would be so desolate, and who could be in control that they would let such a place of grandeur befall wreckage such as this? She choked on the dust, sneezing gracelessly in the quiet. She sniffed loudly, carrying on in her venture. Before long, she had made her way to what had once clearly been the lobby. A large desk was broken at the far end, and great windows let in chilly fall air. Leaves had collected in all of the corners; they smelled rotten and damp. Grey light filtered in, and Fable squinted against it's sudden harshness. She had grown used to her shadows.
[FOUR] She crossed the lobby into a secondary hallway. She had travelled a long distance today, and she had grown weary. She decided now to search for a place to rest. The new hallway she had chosen grew shadowed, and dark in to time at all. It seemed to her that this one was more central in the hotel's body. It was not as broken, and therefore less light was able to filter in. In near complete darkness, she reached out for the solidarity of the wall once again. She slowed down so as not to trip-- because of course, she couldn't have inherited any grace-- and she probed further into darkness. She heard rustling ahead, and knew the sound to be small animals. When she had been living with Noah, they had often shared dwelling spaces with other small creatures, and she had adjusted to their presence. Here in the inn, it was almost comforting to have them scurrying about in the shadows. Though with their quiet footsteps, she could almost smell Noah again, if she closed her eyes she could imagine being pressed close to him, as he curled around her in sleep. She stopped walking, and leaned heavily against the wall, falling deeper into her memories. She remembered the feel of his hands in her hair, as he would tilt her head up to kiss him. She remembered how he would whisper to her in the darkness; he would tell her of his love, and that he hoped one day to find a place safe enough for them to build a real life together, a place where they could be married, and have kids. Hot tears spilled over her cheeks as she recalled his smile, his embrace. She tasted her own tears, and remembered with frightful clarity the first time she had cried in front of Noah. Only a week after meeting him, she told him of her family, in Africa. She told him of her childhood, and how desperately she missed her parents. He had lifted his hands to her face to wipe her tears dry. And he had promised to take care of her. As she tasted the salt water now, she understood the reality of her situation. She would never see him again, he could never comfort her as he once had. A mangled sob tore from her throat, and she turned to run.
[FIVE] She kept her hand on the wall as she ran in the blackness around her, though only because she felt dizzy and tortured, and she didn't want to fall to the ground. Her hand passed over doorways, and bumped into old picture frames, but she didn't stop. She needed to escape her own thoughts-- but how could you do that? Her heart slammed hard in her chest, and a coldness spread throughout her as she ran. She couldn't afford to be distracted by her feelings, and she tried to steel herself, lock them away within herself. As she began to run out of breath, she could feel her head begin to clear. Her distraction over Noah was losing it's grip, as she had to focus on getting enough air into her lungs. As she wasn't paying attention, when her hand met an empty doorway, she lost her balance and toppled into the room clumsily. She hit the ground below her hard; her vision clouded over briefly, and her head pounded with violent force. "Ugh." She moaned, sitting up slowly. She pressed her hand to her temple, where her head had connected with the floor. "See this, this is why you don't run, Fable. Never, ever do that again." She scolded herself, out loud. She looked around in a daze, still seeing stars. She had fallen into a hotel room-- or rather-- what was left of it. There was no mattress, but an empty frame, and bed sheets were crumpled in a corner-- stained and tattered, and coated in dust. She groaned internally. She had wanted a place to rest, and she figured it probably wouldn't get any better than this. Not bothering with standing, she crawled over to the dingy pile of sheets, and wrapped herself hastily with the cloth. She took her jacket off, and bunched it up to form a pillow. There, curled in the corner, she closed her eyes and willed her weary body to sleep.
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"this won't decide who you're gonna be."
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words: 1581
music: for king and country - crave ♥
notes: (i suck at coding)
uhm, so if anyone wants to reply i'd be super grateful.
i'm kind of rusty, so i apologize in advance for that.
FABLE - 19 - 5'3" - BLUE EYES - AUBURN HAIR
TEXT / THOUGHTS / SPEECH
words: 1581
music: for king and country - crave ♥
notes: (
uhm, so if anyone wants to reply i'd be super grateful.
i'm kind of rusty, so i apologize in advance for that.
FABLE - 19 - 5'3" - BLUE EYES - AUBURN HAIR
TEXT / THOUGHTS / SPEECH